Friday, January 22, 2010 Y
Happy vs. Anger
Today morning woke up at around 6 plus
went to airport to sent my Godma, my uncle and my cousin off.
They are departing for Australia.
They may be back in 2 years time.
I had a great time when they were here :)
Miss Them!
Went to Terminal 3's Mc Donalds to buy breakfast for my bro, my aunt and me :)
And bought Kopitiam's food for my dad :)
The Mc Donald's counter did not put the food properly
when i took it, it was slanted
In the car, it dropped out
The food came out and dropped into the plastic bag
My mum scolded me for not taking it properly
I used my vare hand to take the sausage, egg and breads
I was burnt by it, it hurts!
Was very angry!!!
could not take it
little tears came out but had beared it
What happened to my family?!
do a little of things wrong will surely get scolded!
i remember last time i accidentally spill my water onto the floor
then was being scolded by my dad
Another time is i was finding something on my mum's labtop
dinner was ready and my parent called
I said wait for i think 2 times then
my mum or my dad could not take it he/she scolded me
Why am i always getting scolding...?!
Why am i always the person to make my parents' volcanos erupt?!
After it erupted, the radiation will hit my bro
then he'll get the scolding...
Sometimes i was really angry that i did not know what to do...
punching the wall is torturing myself but it feels better after that
Or just stay in my room to cry and blast my music to cool down...
There times i feel that what' the point to stay at home and get scolding from my parents...
there's times i don't fell like going home
and times i feel that friends are better than family...
But sometimes i was happy
when my parents bought things for me, i'll be happy
when they give me money to go out, i'll be happy
when they bring me out for shopping, i'll be happy...
There are more angry/sad times compared to happy times when i'm at home
Bye,
Hotaru
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 Y
Back from school...
Finally found time to post something haha
Todasy is very tired...
Last night sleep quite late so quite tired...
Everyday have to end school at 5.30pm due to remedials...
English band is Band 2 which is Mrs Pang teach...
She is quite a good teacher, but the students not so good for her...
She is good...
Although the students are talkiing, she still continue teaching, sometimes, she will ask the students to keep quiet...
Done a compre today...
During Geo remedial, Mr Quek gave us a sheet of worksheet to do...
Sad i still haven't finish it...
But have some fun during that time haha :)
Lastly, is SS...
Actually, i don't really like to have SS lessons as the SEQ, SBQ etc i don't know how to do...
So wanna escape from the fact that i don't know how to do...
I have short-term memory, which disable me from remembering things easily...
SS's notes like essays, tone for the comparison questions etc...
I was happy because i had done an essay about the conflict of Sri Lanka :)
Now, back to the reality, i still have a mountain of homeowrk not done yet... :(
My school ends at 5.30pm daily and we are given a night to do the homeworks given, but still couldn't finish it...
The mountain of homework will become higher and higher...
It's difficult to flatten it...
My school's expectation is high for my badge of Sec 4s.
We have a lot of stress...
Yup so far that's all for today... have to do things already haha :)
Bye,
Hotaru
Saturday, November 14, 2009 Y
Hi1 I came back from my OBS 5 days camp... It's fun, interesting and tiring...
During the camp, i thought of coming back S'pore cuz cant stand the tiredness etc... But after the whole camp, when i recap back, it's very fun...
I missed everyone in my team, Marco Polo, in the camp... It's good to know them... Wanna find time to gather next time when we all are free...
Hope to go OBS again... :D
All the friends in Marco Polo
- Ashton(Maris Stella)
- Bin Koon(Maris Stela)
- Sean(Maris Stella)
- Yeow Boon(Maris Stella)
- Dini(Ngee Ann)
- Jacquelyn(Ngee Ann)
- Shao Hong(Ngee nn)
- Timothy(Ngee Ann)
- Ahmirah(PLMGSS)
- Jia Min(PLMGSS)
- Pamela(PLMGSS)
- Shi Ting(PLMGSS)
Hope we can gather soon... :D Miss Ya ALL!!!
We were waking up at around 5 or 5 plas am... It's tiring... not enough sleep.
The first day we learnt belaying and the commands for belaying... We cooked dinner 2gether... Pitch tents 2hether too... we get closer with one another day by day, although there's only 5 days... The tent we slept in were stuffy and squeezy... There's about 4 to 5 ppl in each tent...
The second day, we did PT, Double danger duel= nut cracker(high element) and kayaked to Ketam Beach from OBS camp 2(cross island). The PT is quite tiring... but it woke me up... The nut cracker is very challenging... sad that i could not complete it because of my leg problem strike again... it's so painful... I'm disappointed in myself, i could not complete the high element... It's fun to kayak to Ketam Beach... The time was short... We practiced capcize on sea... Ketam Beach got a lot of mosquito but i forgot to bring my mosquito coil... I gotten bitten there by sand fly... now still itchy... and got red spot...
The third day, we kayak for about half a day, around 8 hours... We kayaled from Ketam Beach to OBS camp 1...It's super fun... 3 person in a kayak... We rest 5 mins for almost every 1 hr... We had mud bath too... we walked through mud river, leg almost stucked in the mud. When i stepped on the mud river, i started to sink in everyone had that too... We climbed up a slope with our kayak cuz had to transport it to another river that is connected to the open sea which is somehow beside to the mud river. Our shoes are full of mud... We sat on the kayak and slide down a small "roller coastal" and my kayak capcized... Me and 2 of my friends dropped into the river and the river bed is all mud... We reached camp 1nd we thought that we could have our sleep at a nice place but we slept at almos the same "place" as camp 2. It's near the enranceof a small forest... We slpet at around 11 plus i think...
he fourth day, we are supposed to wake up at 5am but we all overslept til 6.30am. We didn't expect that we would overslept... Someone shouted that it's 6.30am, then everyone shocked and woke up. One person ran to find instructor to ask for extra time to keep our tents and wash up, it's granted... That day, we carried all our things, life vest and poncho. It's SUPER heavy!!! Now, my shoulder still hurts... We had to trek from camp 1 to camp 2 but there's some checkpoints to go and find a clue on a tree... We went through forest... Very tired... We walked around the whole Pulau Ubin... And we fianly went back to camp 2... We had celebation dinner... and slept on the beach...
The last day we woke up on time... and had breakfast and lunch there... We wrote reflections and received our certificate... I almost cried, cant bear to leave everyone... We take ferry to S'pore by schools instead of teams... I bought OBS tee shirt...
Friday, October 30, 2009 Y
Hi! I'm back!
Today juz got back report book... Thank God, I'm promoted to Sec 4.
Nxt wk have to go back sch.. hai sian :( Dont wanna wake up early in the morning, wanna slp more...
9-13 Nov: OBS
15-21 Nov: Australia,Perth Trip
So excited to go :D hahas
Still have to find time to go out buy stuffs for OBS and Australia trip.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 Y
Back again!!!
Today take my chem & emath paper. The chem paper is quite easy but the emath paper is the opposite.
I could do all the ques in the chem paper... But not confident in getting an A.
Emath de first ques i stuck there for more than 15 mins. But there's still enough time to finish the paper. I've got angry with the paper in the middle of the exam, cuz this is the firsst paper that i have about 2 ques i totally dont know how to do. The 2 ques take about 1/2 hr. I almost stop doing the paper cuz too angry le, but i control. Wanna tear the paper. Mr D Goh is the setter eh!!! "Never set easier for the sake of 3C" by Shahid. hahas
I think this time my emath paper fail le lah! Should be able to get the graph ques correct ba hahas.
Hope tmr's amath paper, it's the last paper & it's the sub i wanna do well.
Trying to rmb the formulaes needed for tmr which is not in the formulae list.
And good luck to all my friends who is taking POA & Amath. Hope you all can get A for the last sub :D Jia You!!! Ganbate!!!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Y
Hi! Juz reach home from sch after my Physics paper...
So angry wif the setter!!! My teacher say the paper got include some pure phys de ques...
So difficult!!!
And cant rmb e formulae... :(
I hate Indra!!! He's e setter!!!
My level is combined science eh... NOT PURE PHYS!!!!!!!!!!!
A lot of ppl also say difficult. And also not enough time to finish e paper.
This is e first paper i do that is 20 pages! I do till the last min eh.!!!
And also got some careless mistakes.
He still think that he is still at RI arh!!! Set so difficult paper!!!
If i did not get good marks, i will hate him lor...
And now starting to like amath, phys and eng le... dont really like the rest of e subs.
Later got amath tuition... so sian nothing to do at home. So early end sch for what!!!
How i wish tmr's chem will end asap, cuz it's so stress. have a lot to rmb but could not get into my mind...
This chem EOY sure fail de lah. :( Maybe my whole science marks will drop because of HIM! and my not so good de chem paper.
But, left with 2 more days to finish exam... Jia You!!! ^_^
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Although exam ends in 3 days time, there's still oral exam... :( still need to go back sch...
There's a NE Learning Jouney for Sec3s & Sec1s on 22/Oct & 27/Oct respectively. The SLs have to go both days hahas... Going wif Sec3s on 22nd and bringing the Sec1s on 27th...
There's a so call "Amath worksop" for 2 days: 29 & 30/Oct, my teacher phrase it like hahas. My teacher juz wanna teach new topics for amath hahas :D
But it's okay, i rather go amath remedial than other subs de remedial... lol
End of this yr, there's St. John Island training camp for the sec2 SLs... And there's sec1 registration for next yr & sec1 orientation camp. So excited, cant wait for the time to come... hahas ^_^
And..... going OBS in Nov 9th to 13th. Change of destinathion for the overseas trip from Shanghai to Australia, but still dont know which part of Australia.(16th to 21st Nov) ^_^
